Mothers Day

I'll be completely honest, after losing Snowflake I was really worried and anxious about Mothers day arriving, I thought it would have been a day filled with sadness that I wasn't a mummy to be anymore, that I had lost my baby. But I was wrong, in the best way possible! I woke up today feeling proud as punch at what I have achieved and been through, my contentment seems to have made a reappearance and I feel great.

 Myself and Simon came to the decision that it is important for us to celebrate mothers and fathers day.  We created life, I grew life inside me, and although we didn't get the outcome we wanted, we achieved things beyond what we thought possible. For a short time we were parents, we had to make decisions on behalf of our baby and adjust our lifestyle to suit.

 I can't fully put into words how I feel today, but I now can no longer wait for Fathers Day to arrive for Simon to feel how I have felt today!

I woke up this morning to two beautiful bunches of tulips (my favorite) in yellow and red, a sweet Winnie the Pooh card and a box of scrummy Forerro Rochers from our fur baby and our angel baby.

Happy Mothers day to all Mummys, Mummys-to-be, and all women out there who care and help somebody else to grow!

 See our Fathers Day post here!